History: (Part 1) What made me start keeping a diary?

(Quoted from my diary)

WHAT prompted me to start keeping a diary was because of what happened on 26th Jan 2010. It just made me want to remember all the things on the day because that was the first time ever I was so upset and my friend wouldn’t even want to talk to me. He totally snubbed me and cut me dead. I did my utmost to suppress my feelings but GOSH! I can't take this! This has got to stop! I just hoped they’d do well by me!

Written on 26th Jan 2010, Tuesday (be gone down in history)
Well, it’s been a long day. My sixth-form secretary (Kah Yong), treasurer (Chee How) and I were so hacked off because the fifth-form treasurer didn’t go collect the fees, and the secretary, who’s also a fifth form dude, is no different, they’re equally lame. They didn’t do jackshit any! And they’ve gone and made a terrible mess of the Laksamana House! They didn’t even have a proper name list of all the members of Laksamana, did you ever! They’re just passing the buck all along.

They both said they didn’t know what to do, and said it wasn’t their responsibility to do those things. I mean, hello? Are you two still sane? If it wasn’t you two, who else’s gonna do that? Aren’t you both forgetting what posts you’re holding? Okay, whatever!!! So, me and my secretary and treasurer had to do everything over and make it just so for them. It was time-consuming, of course.


DISASTER STRUCK HERE!

I haven’t the slightest notion why my secretary had a blazing row with me. Freaky, huh? Did I keep you in suspense? Even I myself am in a sheer daze. Never mind, I told myself that the question marks would have gone by tomorrow. After that run-in, he didn’t even want to talk to me. It was total disaster for me. Well, I’m now waiting for the arrival of tomorrow, hoping that everything will return to normal.

History: Part 2

27th Jan 2010, Wednesday (Fell out with LKY)

In the morning.....
At first Kah Yong wanted to approach me, but then on second thought, he asked Eli to keep him company, and then he didn’t wanna talk to me. Eli, on behalf of him, asked me to hand over the paper that I helped him to print. I pretended that I didn’t know what she was talking about, finally he himself talked to me. She was like very unwilling, the look on her face, eww!

Today is an extra-curricular day. At the Chess Annual General Meeting, it was very apparent that he was giving me the coldest EVER shoulder! When the meeting was about to brought to a standstill, I saw my secretary running off at the mouth.

OF ALL THE NERVE!!!

With all the gesture he made, I was pretty much convinced that he was ranting and raving about yesterday’s things and my shortcoming at Elizabeth (his classmate). I tried to listen in, but to little avail, then I gave up. I just sat at the corner talking crap with Jeremiah. While I was in the middle of schmoozing with Jeremiah, I took a sneak peak at him.


WELL!!! He was still mouthing off about it away! Dang it!!! I felt like standing in front of them and then holler at them, like, “Can you meet me effin' halfway!?”. But... I didn’t. I just didn’t have the guts to do so. Well, making the first move didn’t come easy to me, let alone hollering at them!

“Oh my God… Did you just raise the bar for me? WHY?!? Why on earth can’t I even utter a word in front of’em? = = Gee…!!! "

History: Part 3

28th Jan 2010, Thursday (Reconciliation between Kah Yong and me)

I was so mad at them, nah, wasn’t really mad, just kinda disappointed, or upset (would be a better word) ‘cos all of’em just thought I did him wrong, was I ever! C’mon!

*****

29th Jan 2010, Cross-country day.
Rushed to school early in the morning, hoping I could order drinks, been looking for Chee How all around, couldn’t find him. Chee How was waving at me at the 2nd floor, he told me to go up and look for him. Well, when I reached there, but he wasn’t there anymore! I was gasping for air.

Then......
Kah Yong told me to go do something for our house. AND..... that would mean... ... he ALREADY made the first move!

I wished to reply and made as if to talk to him, but couldn’t, couldn’t help. I..... just didn't have the guts to talk to him...

Exhausting running, I was jaded. I‘d gotten my house points as I got back to school within the time limit.

History: Part 4

30th Jan 2010. Went for tuition in KL.

Went to shop with Kor Yan and Zhi Ning, Zhi Ning wouldn’t let m
e be in her sight when she was trying on the shoes, Kor Yan bought a blouse/dress for her sister. Then they both forced me into buying something for myself. They told me to try on the funky/punk clothes.

Zhi Ning said she hates going shopping with her mom, cos her mom would always tell the salesgirls to look at her size. On our way back, Kah Yong called!!

He called twice and didn’t want Ning and Kor Yan to know. He thought I was with Tay on the car. Luckily Tay wasn’t with me, or this would have rained on his parade.

He came pick me up at night. Tay, been given a ride to David’s by Kah Yong, was super mad at me! She was standing right beside me and kept saying “You have to say sorry to Kah Yong!!! You MUST!!”. But I purposely kept talking to my maid and ignoring her, telling my maid to not lock up the doors cos I’d be back at night later then. Tay was totally NOT patient AT ALL. She kept telling me to apologize to them. At this very moment, Eli and Kah Yong were cracking up in the car. They’d think Tay was a little naïve cos she actually fell for their trick/wonderful plan! On the car, Tay didn’t slap me, but instead hit me like crazy!!! When we were going up the hill, passions were running high, blazing row. We both kept quite. Eliz was riding shotgun and got super angry with Kah Yong within the blink of an eye! Tay didn’t know I was chuckling and giggling.

Ling: I just don’t understand why some people just don’t feel embarrassed and even dared to take me up on a lift to David’s bash. I don’t know how to go. I’ll drop you all off here!
Khor: (Finally spoke) FINE! I’ll call David up!
Tay: (whispering in my ear) Shhhh! SHUT UP! Khor!
Finally we reached David’s house.
Eli, flinging the card across and said “I’m down with your impudence and this would be the last time I ever hop your clunker! I’m outta hereeeee!”


Kah Yong VS Elizabeth

Tay got out of the car a.s.a.p. Me too. I thumbed up and said to them “Nice one!” They’re indubitably very good actors!

At David's, Soke Yan said “Zhi Ning, they’re just acting, you’ll just have the watch this movie! Don’t be worked up, okay?”

Zhi Ning was absolutely perplexed, didn’t know what actually happened.

IN THE END...

everyone cracked up, laughing like crazy and Tay was super embarrassed!

Haha! Success!

Tay said “Gee!! Ling Kah Yong!!! Khor Jin Kit!!! I wanna kill you two! Oh my god!!! I don’t know where on earth to hide my silly face! Darn it! “皇八蛋”!”



Comment: Months later, I realized it was my fault. I was a jerk. More than just a jerk to have started the disaster. I now wish to grab this chance to apologize and say sorry to my best friend. Hope he'll see this some day. And, also, I really want to say "THANK YOU". Thank you for being such a good friend.